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jmatonakI lost 33 pounds from the middle of December to the middle of March. I haven't been to the clinic, which has the only scale I know of that I can keep my balance on, since then, but anecdotal evidence such as belt loop use suggests I was continuing to lose weight. I did it by eating less and exercising more.
I started losing weight because of a dare-bet-bribe thing that originated with this girl I know. I haven't heard a peep from her in two weeks, after hearing from her almost daily for a few months before that. I'm worried about her, I can't reach her, and I don't understand why she won't talk to me anymore. (I wish people would explain to me how I alienate them, but they're too alienated to want to make the effort, I guess. I'm not claiming to be entitled to any explanations, I just would like them a lot. I don't understand.) It's demoralizing and confusing.
I can't stop eating- I think I've eaten about three thousand calories in the last twelve hours. For a guy who prides himself on his ability to be stubborn, this is not a proud moment.
I started losing weight because of a dare-bet-bribe thing that originated with this girl I know. I haven't heard a peep from her in two weeks, after hearing from her almost daily for a few months before that. I'm worried about her, I can't reach her, and I don't understand why she won't talk to me anymore. (I wish people would explain to me how I alienate them, but they're too alienated to want to make the effort, I guess. I'm not claiming to be entitled to any explanations, I just would like them a lot. I don't understand.) It's demoralizing and confusing.
I can't stop eating- I think I've eaten about three thousand calories in the last twelve hours. For a guy who prides himself on his ability to be stubborn, this is not a proud moment.
